hey peepz.... its been very long since i last posted.... been bz... exams yeah... i have time now... cuz well... i am watching soccer... yeah...

life is getting difficult... seriously... too many things on my mind.... just too manythings.... maybe i am thinking too much... maybe not... feel like shit... no idea why.... hmm.... how i wish.... i could just rewind my life... but well... i gotta live with this...

exams... god... so many things to study... ever get the feeling that we have just too much... too much to study?? i am getting a little sick of school... just a little... actually very sick... i got so many responsibilties... and the holidays din seem to ease the pressure... or maybe its just me... or maybe i am being too hard on myself... hmm....

school... what do i go to school for... i dunno... i do well.. but gp still an uncertainty... mt... huh... when will b syllabus come.... econs... not easy... many things to learn... so many things... well... shit happens... thats why i came to mi anyway... hmm... if only... eng.... O... if only... haiz... well... f it...

i dunno... i need some rest... feel a little queasy... or maybe i am imagining it... i dunno... i really dunno...